I just wanna say the right things in the right way. Somehow it never works out. My brain seems to function differently from others.
I wanna communicate my feelings but I usually end up mis communicating and she then misinterprets... I just want to see her... but I guess its not possible...
If you're reading this... I also don't know what to say... just feel like mindlessly junking the page...
miss her smile, the way she laughs, her warmness, her fragrance. The way she loves and cares for others.Her honesty. Her commitment to get the work done even if on her own. Can't really say I miss her shortcomings but I do sort of...
I wonder if I ever made her happy? I wonder if I make her happy recently? I wonder if I can make her happy in the future? What happens to me it doesn't matter as long as she's happy...