I am not schooling and not army-ing. So now I am of the working class. Until july anyway. Still looking for a job which I hope will come soon. My finances are not going to hold on for very long.
So I went to a match-making agency. Well, at least a employer-employee matching agency. They were shouting 'orders' across the room. "Who needs an GCE 'A' level with two years experience?" "I need someone with forklift experience!" I filled a form and did an interview. I realised I had a very modest view of my own abilities. Out of 10 I put my Word skill (Microsoft) at 4. My interviewer, Tina, 're-adjusted' it to 7! LoL.
I kind of wonder what job I'll end up with. I do hope it pays well but more importantly I hope I find one I like to do. To what extent will I trade one for the other? Sometimes I wonder.
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I feel disheartened AGAIN. I cannot believe it myself. Hope seems foolish. Yet it is a part of me. So does it mean I am a fool? Can I believe God would give it to me? Or is it that God's answer would really be no? I have friends so I should be content with that. I guess just sometimes I wish for more. Maybe its just too much more...
What You will not give, let not my heart desire...
