I feel heavy laden. The whole day the worries, thoughts and considerations run round and round. Only sleepiness keeps it from running my mind out. My friend, my believes, my comfort zone.
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Friends- So worried about whats happening. Everybody thinks they know whats going on but no one really does. Even I dare not say I really know all. But I know enough to know its messier than trying to bake a cake.
Action, inaction. Either way doesn't seem good.
And I'm getting torn between choosing one or the other... On so many occasions.
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Believes- Whats true? Whats good or not? Guidelines or rules? Creativity or silent resignation?
I can't decide what is true or not. I've ponder and explored the angles. I've considered my options. Still I cannot decide what is true.
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Comfort- I've wanted to go beyond where I am. Still I'm stuck here for many a reason.
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Think some more... and more... maybe I need higher processing speed or ram or something. Oh wellz...