I don't know if I'm right or if I'm wrong. I don't even know if I wanna be right if it means people won't like it.
I watched a lot of old shows again. A lot like Love. The Perfect Man. Its like looking backing. Good memories.
Do I project my own shortcomings unto others? Do I see myself in others. And why is it that when I see myself, I only see my flaws. Do I see the me that you see?
I feel like I've sat down long enough. Its time to restart. To regain the purpose that I started this year with. I want to show you that me you see now is not really me. The me in June, July, that was me. This me kinda pops up here and there. And perhaps it stays around longer than it is welcomed. I want to let the other side come back out. The side that smiles. The side that loves without regard. The me that sings and dances like the world doesn't see... to be the me that I was made to be.
So I publicly ask for your forgiveness. To have had to deal with this me. To have had to see this me. In the process make it difficult for you. I come humbly. broken.
And then have faith in me. When nothing seems to work, have faith in me and my God. Don't give up on me yet.
