Some people just turn me off so much that I just lose my appetite. Happily halfway through my dinner and my desire to eat just vanish like water on a hot pan. People who are irresponsible and are always leaving others to clear up their messes. Get a damn back bone.
How far out should I stick my neck? do I put myself on the line? To what ends shall I go?
Line of fire.
even to the extent of getting hated?
irresponsible idiots...
*add-on* I feel the weight of the world on my shoulders. A burden I wish I need not bear. But I will. I must.
I only wish that I'll not be alone in bearing it. Would you carry this weight with me? And help me lift the burdens off my shoulders. To give courage. Strength. Hope. Yet, all fall away.
so wish my phone will buzz. but it remains silent. Only my service provider contacting me.
Look up. Look straight. The goal is ahead.
And television shows haven't been kind either! Lizzie Mcguire, Kim Possible, Heroes, Desperate Housewives... Like lizzie and kim re-ran the episodes that are like... so... appropriate. Then Heroes season 2 also... and today Desperate Housewives~! Haiz... all playing pranks on me. But I have fun shouting at my tv screen about that. "wassup!!!" Wwahhahah. Laughter from hurt. Maybe I'm delirious.
Thanks. A word that means more. A smile that brightens more. My God, help.For I still need to.
