So here I am back again. In this place where I attempt to make some sense of whats floating around in my mind and try to share some of that mental 'rojak' with you, the reader.
I am tempted to start with the sad stuff and I have given in. So here goes
How am I suppose to be? One of the few things that make me glad I only get when I'm down. The care and the concern. But once I pick myself up, hm.... where did it go? And that alone won't be so bad but I sorta 'lose' the companionship. I feel lonely, become depressed, pple show concern, I become happy then companionship stops and back to step one. HAH
I wonder where are you now? So tempted to pick up my phone but I must control. I survive and avoid the pain but straining to keep you out of my thoughts. But there you are always on the pheripheral. Haiz... I must try to hide my pain and my sadness from you. That way you can be the happiest... At least I think. I worked hard to open up and now I must try to close it. Bottle it up then and carry on, don't know if I'll explode but I'll try.
On a birghter note, Grease tomorrow! Besides that wanna watch MI3 but think its out... will try to catch X men and over the hedge. Most likely by myself hehz...
What else to write? Have no idea... HAHz oh well, on to my CSI tata!
