I went through what should be considered quite an okay weekend... cell retreat among others things... the games were fun and the company enjoyable... yet something doesn't seem quite right...
I don't noe whats the problem... a sense of lonliness surrounds me... makes me feel not very lovable and isolated... maybe its just an emotional sorta thing... but I really don't noe...
maybe its the lack of real connection with church people... my soul feels alone and dissatisfied...
A weary body you remedy with sleep and rest... then how do you cure a tired soul and a weary heart??