The annual curse of the 2nd sept continues... it continues to be a bad day for me... Had a really really bad stomach cramp! I was literally on my knees asking for God to help... Of course at the same time trying to get some milk out of the fridge... Besides that a few other reasons that kinda make this day not so good...
Previous years I guess it has generally been bad things happening around this time ( though I would like to say I am not supersitious). There might have been exceptions but.... not sure... Hopefully for her it'll be the first really happy birthday in recent years... at least she seems happy...
Sometimes I just like to be me... which happens to be quiet and not so talkative... so don't shoot me when I have those 'cave' moments...
Turmoil in my heart is killing me I guess... I don't know what I'm gonna decide on or what my thoughts are on certain things... so I don't really noe...
One thing I noe for sure... I still got a thing for her, as put in her words. Glad she knows though I wish it'll mean more to her... but I don't think so...
