I feel unrest stirring in my soul. Turmoil rages in my inner sanctuary. I seek the voice of my maker in this mess and I can't tell where His voice begins and where the world's end. Just one thing and its throwing all of my internal self into utter chaos and confusion.
I feel stressed out by it. Just one thing. Just one consideration. Just one decision. A thorn in my side would be a grossly mild understatement.
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I need a break I think. Not a break from but a break to. Not a break from ministry or school or church. God gives me the strength to do all those. I want a break to just hang with friends and have fun. Maybe a day or two. Lonliness is rather solitary and depressing.
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In You I find my place and my purpose. Lord heed my cry and let me hear Your voice. Let it cry through the darkness and shine Your light.