You laughter echoes and resonates, your anger hits me like a wave your smile shines through the screen your sadness reaches out...
I started three years ago and worked my way to the present. Every word resonated, every smiley shined, and every song reverbrated. I read your story and I wish you would read it too... some of the words on the screen seemed like what I wanted to say... it was not easy and I'm not yet done.
But for a moment I could feel your happiness, sadness, anger, lonliness, bitterness, hopelessness, anticipation, gratitude and more... my heart soared and fell with yours. 2005, 2006 and of course 2007.
it was a journey that seemed hard at times, and at other times I breezed through. Your cares and concerns. Worries and hopes.
but thats just in one day. Rather a companion, I was just a viewer. But I realised I remembered entries much earlier than I thought I did. Things happened faster than I remembered. I saw you swing from point to point. always running below in case while swinging you fell...
in the end, even if you don't hear the words I have to say, listen to the words of esther and the others and take their advice. We're not out to control you, we just care too dang much...
I'm thinking of you, but I don't think I will cross your mind. am I invisible?
