It felt so bad, I decided to go for a walk... I realized my swimming pool sounds more like a raging torrent than a quiet stream...
It didn't help much... I just kept thinking... it only provided my legs something to do... and after a while I wasn't even aware of where I was walking anymore...
The moon hung in the night as wisp of clouds drifted lazily by. My heart not matching the pace I saw. I only hope my body doesn't give up. I'm sorry body, just a little bit more kay?
I wondered if you saw the moon. I wondered if you were filled. I know how good food could make you feel better. That and shopping. Hopefully you bought a lot. even if you were not thinking... just having a smile on your face is enough I guess...
These two days I've felt so cold. both on the outside and the inside...
Why oh soul do you writhe in such agony? Is it because of the worry? Is it because of the indignation? Are are plagued by concern? Or is it because of love? What can afflict you so with pain and restlessness? Why do your days seem to be like months? The future is not for your choosing, my soul. All you can do is to trust her and her Father.
The only good from the walk seemed to be that can of soya bean milk that I down. Much needed fluids and energy.
