Normal is good. Appreciative of what little I get... Because I know what its like to lose it. So to have it... means the world. What ever is happening underneath, I can only trust and believe in the goodness of you.
one day down! A few more to go. And then camp! Lets light this place up! and paint the town red! Fire fall down! w00ts!
smiles all around. because my God is good, even when I forget that He's good. He's faithful. I've got a saviour in me, WOAH!
Today I learn more piano. Shall try broken chords. and figure out rugrats also :D And this december I think I've played more guitar than the whole year combined. Still suck at bar chords... but getting there!
And I realised. All the time I keep asking of pple, when I should be asking myself. Do I care? And I guess sometimes I'm biased towards caring for certain people. So the question is not am I loved, but do I love? Because the first answer is automatic! God loves and that should be enough to fill my gap. What do I do with that then. Share it a little. Love a little bit more. Give a little more. I figure disappointments will come, betrayal maybe, failures and inadequacies too. But I love to love. Even more than being loved, maybe, sometimes. If I can share your burdens, or share your laughters. Share your memories and your questions. Then I guess that's good enough :D If you don't understand why, then let me say that I have no idea why also. Why God loves me, or why He loves you, or then why should I love you. Love is in the giving. *nods*
And I pray that I have enough to give. Fill me up, Lord, that i may give others a little as well... :)
This is so much bigger than just me. A Love revolution is coming! His kingdom is at hand. So won't you break free and dance in His love? Wahahah ;)
Begin with me by Point Of Grace
Lord I know sometimes you look down and shake Your head When we know what we should do and do the other thing instead We're living in glass houses and we're throwing sticks and stones The love that will come to us is the love that we have shown
Ignite a fire in my spirit And when I want to make a difference This will be my prayer
Begin with me Turn my world upside down Come change my heart around Lord keep on washing me clean Begin with me Come and renew my mind And lead me to the light 'Til I am more like You Jesus Begin, begin with me
Have you ever noticed how we love to give advice We offer up suggestions without thinking twice Got 20/20 vision when we're watching someone else But it's a little blurry when we're looking at ourselves
I can't forget to check the mirror That's where I find the only one That He wants me to change
Starting right here, right now Lord I surrender to You Ready to serve Ready to love 'Cause that is all that matters in the end
The Way I was made to be by Chris Tomlin
Caught in the half-light, I’m caught alone Waking up to the sunrise and the radio Feels like I’m tied-up, what’s holding me? Just praying today will be the day I go free
I want to live like there’s no tomorrow I want to dance like no one’s around I want to sing like nobody’s listening Before I lay my body down I want to give like I have plenty I want to love like I’m not afraid I want to be the man I was meant to be I want to be the way I was made
Made in Your likeness, made with Your hands Made to discover who You are and who I am All I’ve forgotten help me to find All that You’ve promised let it be in my life
I want to live like there’s no tomorrow I want to dance like no one’s around I want to sing like nobody’s listening Before I lay my body down I want to give like I have plenty I want to love like I’m not afraid I want to be the man I was meant to be I want to be the way I was made
ohhhhh The way I was made Ohhhh I want to live like there’s no tomorrow I want to dance like no one’s around I want to sing like nobody’s listening Before I lay my body down I want to give like I have plenty I want to love like I’m not afraid I want to be the man I was meant to be I want to be the way I was made I want to be the way I was made I want to be the way I was made
