Its settled. I shall do whats best for you. I will handle it. I may harbour it for days or years. Hope may reside somewhere, to counter the hurt. Yet I promise myself, I'll not let you block me from see-ing the pple around me.
Perhaps life will be kind and send someone else my way. But I won't be holding my breathe. I will handle this. I will cope. Scarred but alive. God will heal and strengthen.
I will love still. But directed. Pro 17:17 A friend loves at all times, and a brother is born for adversity. Pro 18:24 A man of many companions may come to ruin, but there is a friend who sticks closer than a brother. Joh 15:13 Greater love has no one than this, that someone lay down his life for his friends. I'll love as much a friend and a brother can.
I know you'll see, so I hope you'll see it in the right light. It may be misinterpreted, but I trust you more than that.
I must be crazy sometimes. "Crazy" by Patsy Cline... (that's the name I think) but crazy is me. and I like being crazy.
